No More Lost Days

DSN9118-2-MIt has been almost two weeks since I had surgery. 11 days actually.

I don’t know what happened to, or during, that time.  The days are gone; and although I have some vague memories of the pain and recovery which I am still enduring, I find myself at a loss to actually recount the days.

As I have felt better I have started going back into my office to work on projects that I had begun before going under the knife. I find I can’t make sense of my notes and many of the projects seem like scrambled eggs I can seem to unscramble. My organized pile of notes and open books seems like a strange mess left by someone else. I try to think back, reassemble, reconstruct, but it just doesn’t seem to work.

I’ve never had surgery before and I don’t like it. It has truly messed up my life. I am still weak and get tired much too easily. Which also means I get frustrated easily when trying to get started at putting things back together. My wonderful wife assures me I am getting better every day – in which case I am looking forward to several years from now – but for now it is all very debilitating.

The psalmist ask the Lord to help us number our days that we may attain a heart of wisdom. Maybe the wisdom is that as we count our days, we learn to make each day count.

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One Response to “No More Lost Days”

  1. Janice

    Dear Lord,
    Thank you for my life. I dedicate to you! May your will be done through me and may you be glorified! I pray right now for Craig. I lift him up to you, asking that you bless him in great ways. May you bring healing for Craig’s body. I pray for 100% restoration. Please Lord, hear my cry, hear the cries of this Man of God in pain, and to all who are scared, men and women whom fear you, men and women who desire to be well. I pray in faith that you would bring healing and refreshment to their bodies. Help them to love their family despite illness and give them the strength to endure until healing comes in Jesus name AMEN!

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